Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 9:21 PM

10 more days to.....
TAIWAN!
Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 8:51 PM

Screwed up my blog template last night.
So i decided to change another skin instead.
Looks not too bad right.

It's booking in for me again
Feel really tired.
I am so tempted to take a few days of MC.
But i cant cuz there are so many things to do in camp this coming week and i have to be present.
Tonight's gonna be a long night
Insomnia.
Had been slping at 3am and 4am the past 3nights.

I am finally going to submit my application for disruption tmr.
I hope everything goes well
and receive the confimation asap.
After that, i can apply for my housing and stuff.
OMG.
I feel that time is gonna fly.
Especially with all the festive season around.

I am still quite affected by yesterday
Someone told me that i have changed ALOT the past 3 years,
and i have changed for the worse.
Does anyone thinks it's true?
@ 1:23 AM

It's been a very fulfiling day for me.
Went down to Courts to check out camera price
and realised its only a $30 discount.
Had lunch at Ikea and walked arnd abit.
Felt like buying some furniture.
I wanna build a book shelf.
For my own collection of books.
Maybe sometime in the future.

Went over to Harvey Norman at Millenia Walk in the late afternoon.
Heard from a friend that also bought a camera there.
Cuz the guy not only gives discount (can bargin)
he throws in lots of other freebies.
Went over and bargain for a very very long time
and he was only willing to give a $70 discount
ohwell, better than the $30 that courts gives.
Cuz its a fixed priced item islandwide
i think the discount plus all the free gifts make it a good buy
and so...
I officially own a dslr.
I think its time i start figuring out how to use it.


I think today is one of the days i learnt the most in 2009.
Talked to 2 people at different times
and i feel triggered.
We talked about life
and what are we going to do in the future
and how are we going to do that.
i dont really agree with what this friend tells me
but i think its good to hear from a different perspective
and it proves me one thing
A person is shaped out of the surroundings and influences.
this i totally agree.

BUT
there is one thing this friend tells me
and i wanna ask everyone who knows me well
please tell me in private
1) Have i changed alot in the past 3 years?
2) Have i changed for the good or bad?
I was very very shocked to hear my friend's frank answer.
Please, if anyone is reading this post,
pls answer my question.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 1:03 AM

Went down to expo for Sitex09.
As usual,
DAMN crowded.
Walked for about 45mins in the hall
and realised that Nikon did not participate in the show.
WHY!!!
Nikon camera, panasonic camera, Creative and SINGTEL
did NOT participate in this year's Sitex!!
why ah? someone tell me??

arghhh
i'm going to check out some other retailers tmr for the camera.
i must get it soon!!

2 more weeks before i leave for Taiwan
woohooooo!!
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 8:59 PM

Feel so tired
although i did nth the entire day.

I've decided to get a D5000 next week!
Any feedbacks from anyone??

Hurry up, everyone pls end ur exams.
I need to MJ!!
@ 3:22 AM

Booked out on friday evening and found a surprise on my table
a huge envelope which wrote
uni of melb
i tot this is it
the confirmation letter that i was expecting
but after opening
$#$^$%(%*)#
its a copy of the tuition fee guide.
WTH?!?
They better send me the stuff soon so i can quickly submit it!!!

met up with toing on friday night
and as usual (but not so usual)
he was late for ONE hour
blardy hell i was on time -.-
i brought him to see a poker game
i ended up breaking even.
good that i have a new kaki.
hahaa.

stayed home today
cuz i slept until 2.30pm
feel damn good now
i feel recharged
i dont know why
but its a habit of mine now.
that i must always have some time for myself
once a week
even if its just staying at home rotting away
i would feel damn good
and ready for the new week ahead.

think i'd better get some slp now
or else i'll be having insomnia back in camp again

guess i'll be down to suntec in the afternoon
to check out some cameras
will be getting one at Sitex next week!!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 8:38 PM

Rushed home hoping for a surprise in my mailbox.
But its a disappointment.
Let's pray i receive it by tmr or friday.
I need to get my disruption application thru FAST.
Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 7:58 PM

Cash strapped.
Busy thinking of the best way to solve it.

Haiz, gonna be a long week in camp.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 6:27 PM

Ok.
Done.
I am going to Melbourne in July 2010.
Payment is done,
Acceptance is done,
Now waiting for the confirmation letter.
And i realised i have so many things to do prior to leaving.

Booking in later.
Gonna be a short week, thurs n fri only.
Hope we get to clear some more off days next week.
Lol.
Bye.
@ 1:44 AM

My mind is in a mess
I know i have made my decision long ago
but when it comes to the time to put it into action,
I am hesitent.
Maybe its still what i'm worried/concerned about.

Yes, I am going to IDP later today to accept my offer of UMelb
as well as make the A$10k deposit.
After that,
my fate will be sealed.

I want to be there to study.
I really wanna go.
But not alone,
it totally sucks to be in a foreign land
no buddy
no housemate
no one to be there when you need their help.
And its a fact that
its tiring to make new friends all over again.

Not only that
Now i have a whole tonne of money problems to think off.
Really need someone to answer all my doubts.
Haix.

Oh well,
maybe i wld feel better once everything is settled
or shld i say,
i have no choice but to face the fact that its the path i have chosen.
I cant regret.
I have chosen how i wanna live my life for the next 2 years.
Monday, November 09, 2009 @ 2:18 AM

Been rotting quite abit this weekend.
Lucky for having some off days
Otherwise i wldnt have time to do my stuff
Finally begin planning for my taiwan trip
Been at it for 3hours
Quite good progress =D

Going to have lunch with armymates
and a K session (FINALLY) after our india trip
might be going to play poker tmr night
hope it has good returns
i have been pretty down on my luck recently
and i am seriously in need of money

haiz
shall update again
bye!
Saturday, November 07, 2009 @ 2:30 AM

Finally got some news on my next trip.
New Zealand will be from 20th Jan to 5th Feb.
Total of 17days inclusive.
Hope the weather will be good.
Googled it and it tells me 13-23degrees.
I would expect it to fall below that.

Anyway its another SUPER long weekend for me.
Will only be booking in on Weds night!!
Hahaa.
Clearing some outstanding off days.

I have posted my India photos on facebook!!
Check it out!

Think im gonna catch some slp.
Might have quite abit of things to do tmr.
Update again soon. =)
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Tan Ze Hao Benjamin
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